Crazy Makers Make You Feel Crazy

    Have you ever known someone who made you feel like your words were invalid? Has anyone made you feel as if you were the bad guy when they’re the ones instigating disputes? Has anyone ever made you feel….crazy? Well, then you may be dealing with a crazy maker.

   We all know at least one crazy maker in our lives. According to Joi from Free People International, a crazy maker is defined as many things: manipulative; persuasive; charismatic; selfish; greedy; narcissistic; and irrational. Crazy makers love the drama they bring to people’s lives. They enjoy being the center of attention, no matter how chaotic their choices are in providing them recognition. They hate order, and thrive in disharmony.

  Kimberly Keys from Psychology Today notes that there are three types of crazy makers: narcissists; drama-cultivators; and stealth-bombers.

  1. Narcissists-They’re the biggest crazy makers of them all. Narcissists are extremely insecure people deep down, who simply crave some type of validation-however, at someone else’s expense. The world revolves around them, and God forbid you tell them otherwise. They excel in being charismatic, charming, and controlling in order to get what they want. They lack empathy, and are willing to hurt others for their success.
  2. Drama-Cultivators-Usually histrionic, borderline, or another type of personality disorder. Drama-cultivators expect you to fix their problems on their time, not yours. They see everything as being a crisis, and are barely able to empathize with others due to being wrapped up in their own emotions and problems. Drama-cultivators often make their loved ones feel on edge in interacting with them due to their inconsistent affections; they could either love you one day or hate you, depending on how they think you make them feel.
  3. Stealth-Bombers-They’re the ones that seem like the least likely ones to be crazy makers, but alas, they are. They seem to attempt to please those around them, but to their own benefit. When commitments and plans stop benefiting them, they will seek opportunities to cancel plans, ruin moments, or to lose items important to the people in their lives. Then, when they’re confronted with their behavior, they will attempt to make you feel like the bad guy, and make you feel guilty for them canceling, ruining events, wasting your time, or losing things precious to you.

    Crazy makers are also excellent at using four tactics to drain people of energy, according to Keys: the double-bind; inconsistent praise; selective memory; and lack of empathy.

  1. Double-bind-The double-bind is a tactic that disguises a negative message or gesture in positivity. For example, your significant other is upset with you over a situation. They’ll say they love you with an angry look. Then, when you question them about their look, they’ll snap because of the fact they said something positive.
  1. Inconsistent Praise-Ah, gotta love this one. This was one of the major issues I experienced in my first ever relationship. Inconsistent praise is self-explanatory: praise by someone, but on their terms when it’s convenient for them. My ex-boyfriend was great at saying he loved me and in offering me positive compliments…when he felt the need to express such emotions, at least. If I didn’t agree with him I didn’t do something he liked, or he was jealous of my success, I received much guilt, anger, and self-pity. However, when I agreed with him, was unhappy with myself, or praised him in something, he was the most affectionate and praising person ever.
  1. Selective Memory-Another sign of inconsistency from your local crazy makers! With selective memory, crazy makers will forget the issues you had with them when they need something out of you. Then, if you confront them on those issues, they will attack you with all the things you’ve done to upset or anger them. I’ve dealt with them in some past toxic friendships, as well. I gave much time and possessions to some former friends and forgave them for their slights against me, despite their lack of apology or change. They tried to suck me dry of everything I could give them, but refused to listen to any errors they committed against me.

4. Lack of Empathy-Crazy makers have the empathy levels of a toddler. They will claim to understand you, but really they don’t. They’re too consumed by their own emotions and feelings to even attempt to understand and to feel for others around them.

    Unfortunately, crazy makers are in our lives as people we know: our family members, our friends, our significant others, or our bosses. Fortunately, there are ways to deal with crazy makers-and to help ourselves not feel so crazy. Sherrie Campbell from Self-Growth offers some tips in avoiding or dealing with the crazy makers in our lives: implementing boundaries; changing our response; being consistent in our character and actions; saying no; being factual; and being self-validating.

  1. Implementing Boundaries: You’re justified in being distant from crazy makers. You don’t have to be around them if you truly don’t need to be. Or, if you have to be, keep interactions short and objective. Crazy makers feed on personal anecdotes and situations to use against you later in the future.
  1. Changing Our Response: When a crazy maker tries to provoke you or upset you, take a step back and learn to change your response. They crave the drama, and crave you responding in a negative way to victimize themselves. Respond to them objectively, factually, and quickly.
  1. Being Consistent in Our Character and Actions: Since crazy makers off zero consistency in their actions or personality, you being consistent is the game changer. Be consistent in how you act around or respond to them.
  1. Saying No: You’re justified in saying no to them when they ask for favors. You don’t owe them anymore of your time than what’s being offered.
  1. Being Factual: Discipline yourself in showing emotion with them, as they enjoy to take advantage of any weakness or emotion you show when they hurt you. Be factual and objective in your interactions with them. Don’t show any emotion if they cancel, and discontinue inviting them out to situations or events they could ruin.
  2. Self-Validating: Lastly, love yourself and take care of yourself. Crazy makers are draining, and you deserve to feel respected and validated with yourself first and foremost, and in your relationships secondly. You’re validated to cut off crazy makers from your life, no matter how much they rant or try to guilt you into letting them stay.

    Crazy makers are inevitable in life. However, you deserve to live an emotionally stable, positive life, as well as have emotionally stable and positive people around them. Crazy makers may make you feel crazy-but you have the power to keep yourself sane.



Plunder Hell-Poem

Let us plunder

Hell with

Compassion, not



A touch

Of selflessness

Can go

A long way.


A smile

Of warmth

Can melt

The coldest heart.


Let us plunder

Hell with

Mercy, not



Why would we

Point a finger

At those we

Do not understand?


An open mind

Can unlock

The door of

The most closed mind.


Let us plunder

Hell for

The purpose

Of salvation.


We need

To fill

Heaven of

Lost souls.

So Many Sick People-Poem

So many

Sick people,

With no

Hopes and dreams.


They remain

Stuck in

A rut, waiting

To be pulled out.


So many

Sick people,

With no

Courage or fight.


They want

Others to

Battle for

Them, and win.


People like

To be

Sick in

Their minds;


Their thoughts

Take them

To and fro,

With no destination.


Forever they

Remain victims

In their

Self-deprecating stories.


So many

Sick people,

With no

Empathy or sympathy.


They choose

To belittle

The problems of

Those around them.


So many

Sick people,

With no

Interest in others.


They like

To use

People to

Benefit them.


People like

To be

Sick in

Their words.


They twist

And pull

To achieve

Their hapless goals.


Always do

They manipulate

Others to make

Them feel crazy.


If only

People desired

To be well

Instead of being sick;


Then there

Would be

Less heartache

And confusion.


If only

People considered

The importance

Of good health;


Then there

Would be

Unity instead

Of strife.


I wish

To be

Better: to

Conquer my demons.


I wouldn’t

Dare to

Impose my

Health onto others.


I don’t

Crave to

Be a monster

And claw at others;


I wish

To be

Healthy for my

Loved ones-and myself.


So many

Sick people

Are in

The world.


Let’s get

Better for

Our loved

Ones-and ourselves.

Speak Life or Death

    Words are powerful; in fact, they’re more mighty than we give them credit. With words, God breathed life into existence. With words, leaders throughout history captivated millions into fighting for and believing in what was right. With words, writers and performers craft stories that touch our very souls. Words are not only powerful, but they’re important. Your interactions with others, your motivations in causes, and your perception of yourself are able to speak words of life or death.

    I’m sure you’ve experienced some negative situations in your own life. Maybe your father called you stupid and now you feel insecure in having big goals. Perhaps you struggle with how your appearance because some peers in high school made fun of you for how you looked. Maybe a significant other made you believe that you were the source of problems in the relationship and made you feel that anything you said or did was worthless. Such circumstances are examples of words of death.

   Words of death are like poison we’re forced to drink: they make us lack self-esteem, feel that our dreams are silly, and destroy our value in relationships. Such negative connotations create feelings of rejection, doubt, and fear in us.

   Thankfully, there are positive experiences, too. Perhaps a teacher complimented you on how well you did throughout the school year and created feelings of pride within you. Maybe your grandparents supported you in your goals of being a doctor, and were so happy to see you accomplish those dreams. Perhaps your child thanked you for all you’ve done for them. On the other hand of words of death, we have words of life.

   Words of life are like seeds of encouragement in our lives. Even when we face opposition, positive voices are able to help us continue to strive and to pursue our dreams. Words of life boost our self-confidence, fill us with joy, and give us hope.

    We’ve all experienced both words of life and death being spoken to us in our lives. We’ve spoken positivity and negativity over others’ lives. At the end of the day, words are able to break us or make us. With words of death, we have to break the hold they have over our lives. With words of life, we have to use them to help us keep going.

     So, what will you do? Will you loosen the chains words of death have over you? Will you speak words of life, not only over yourself, but over others? Choose wisely.

Anxiety Worsens Situations

    Anxiety acts as both the bullet and the gun in confronting problems within and outside of yourself.

    Anxiety makes you constantly over-analyze a situation until you’re beating it to death in your mind. It makes you overthink what you should say or do when your supposed, exhausted solutions craft more conflicts for yourself. It makes already poor situations rich with doubt and strife.

    Anxiety makes you think it’s your objective assistant in making your life easier; in reality, anxiety is your subjective accomplice in making your life harder.

    I am able to recall numerous experiences in which I gave into my anxiety, and it ended up making matters worse. In craving for an ex to sit down with me and to work things out, I became overly pushy, insecure, and heartbroken; he then walked away from me because I didn’t give him space to think. In resolving conflicts with friends, I became smitten by fast and immediate solutions; I then became beaten down by long-lasting, entangled conflicts with people who begin to doubt my role in their life as a healthy friend. In wanting to improve my character, I overworked myself to the point I barely had anything to give to anyone or to myself.

    Anxiety makes you feel defeated when all you want to do is win at least once in your life. Yet, anxiety doesn’t have to be the end-all to resolving conflict. For my own life, I’ve learned that writing down my feelings and receiving accountability have assisted me in obtaining a more logical, stable perspective. Attending therapy has also been helpful in receiving objective standpoints in why I have anxiety over certain circumstances and how I am able to handle them in a more appropriate, calming manner.

    Anxiety may be the catalyst in worsening situations. However, you have the power to defuse anxiety before it explodes.

Stay in the Present-Poem

Stay in the Present-Poem

Stay in

The present,

Darling, for there

Are your solutions.


Looking into

The past

Only unlocks

More problems.


Remain here,

Darling, and

Focus on

Your surroundings.


Lost of

Sight will

Lead you blind

To the truth.


Don’t gaze

To the

Future, darling, for

It has yet occurred.


You’ll make

Yourself dizzy

In worrying

About uncertainties.


Stay in

The present,

Darling, for I

Am right here.


Let us

Bring resolve

To conflicts